If my life was like a movie, I would be the girl that is followed and the audience is watching because they know that her and a certain close friend must eventually end up together. The constant banter, the inside comments reminding surrounding people that this is not a first time meeting. The deep provoking talks intertwined with boundaries being pushed vocally. The looks that are always picked up by the bystanders. The hugs that go well beyond the hello/goodbye normal timeframe. The lack of mentioning current other relationships. The fact that there is something clearly blocking anything from happening. A barrier that would have to be broken but wont because neither party will compromise. The words spoken behind closed doors to third parties. The taunting texts. The constant tension in the air. The feeling that its an elephant in the room that everyone is staring at but no one will say anything because relationships are fragile and who wants to lose a best friend if love doesnt pan out.
Thats what every moment with you is like. You still take my breath away even though you make me mental.
Except my life isnt a movie. So even if people are watching and dying for it to work out, it probably wont, and we both know it.
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