I Must Not Have Found It Yet

If I had it myself I wouldnt pine for theirs. So I must not have found it yet. I wouldnt care so much about fictional characters in televisions shows falling in love if I had a love like theirs. So this must be why I just die when Chuck and Blair seem to be falling apart or when Wade and Zoey can't seem to get things right. Gah! I just feel like if television can so easily portray true longing and connection then it must be capable in real life. I just can't rely on television to tell me how it happens and that is exactly where I get caught up. I just wish I had a handbook on it all. One that said exactly where to wander to at least have that cute meet that leads to a rocky road of eternal bliss.