If you could control everything you would be God.

Sometimes all you can say is that you are sad.

That it hurts.

That you just wish you could change it.

That you want to go back to yesterday.

But you cant.

This is life.

And it hurts.

And sometimes you cant change things.

Not everything is in your control.

All you can do is pray.

Turn to your loved ones.

There is no shame in asking for help.

And then let yourself be sad for awhile.

And then you move on.

And you grow stronger.

And you learn.

And one day, when its you making those hard decisions, you will remember this day.

And how much it hurt.

And you will do everything you can to never cause anyone to feel this way.

Today I am just sad.

But I am not angry.

And I am still full of love.